Have I just been messing around until now?
Has the hard work towards this or that and the benefits of it so far simply been at the end of Capricornian Whims, rather than a deeper vision? Hand-to-Mouth Endeavoring rather than building something of true, powerful substance?
As I confront serious questions about visions of my future, I can't help but wonder that.
If I could plan out every moment of every single day, doing whatever I want... I had an extremely foggy image of what that would be like. I know certain things that I want, certain things that I like, but even so...
This entire time I've been writing a High-Light Reel... rather than a complete Story.
Recent Experiences and this Revelation paint Intentionality as the Core of Discipline.
What I have had has been enough to get me this far down the path of Personal Development. With an increasingly Lucid vision, the compulsion for More should be far stronger than before.
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